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Well, it has been a while since I updated this blog. I do apologize to those readers who anticipate what I write, all one of you.

A lot has been going through my mind. My mood has been swinging pretty good of late. I am no longer stressed as much, but its hell to be bi-polar. I ought to get some help, either through counseling or medication. I loathe the former and fear the latter. Oh well.

My social situation hasn’t changed much. The only calls I get are from people who want me to do something for them. I have one friend that lives to far away to see often, but the occasional Yahoo chat is helpful. Thank you, J.

Second Life has taken a few interesting turns. I met another psychotic chick. This one loved to talk about herself, her problems and her dreams. She wouldn’t listen to me, or at least comprehend what I typed. Anyway, one argument and she was gone. I checked on her profile yesterday and it seems she is now a vampire or something. Whatever.

I came across a Neko girl just yesterday. For the unfamiliar, that means she’s a cat-girl. Not girl-cat, like a furry, but a normal looking girl with cat ears, eyes, and mannerisms. Chel says she looks like Aisha Clanclan, the Ctarl-Ctarl on the series Outlaw Star. Of course, that is just her SL character, but it is common in the SL universe.

She’s been in SL for many years (2005), and we hit it off very well. I got to experience some things I never have before. It was awesome . I hope we stay friends. I think I can actually learn from her. Which reminds me, I need to find some new animations ^-^. She’s more woman than I can handle, I think, but she does make me smile when I think about her.

I have been reading Cathy’s blog. I ran her off a few months ago. I still care for her. Her husband is worthless, but that’s nothing new. I just can’t talk to her anymore I guess. Her situation infuriates me so much, I just can’t cope. She has many shoulders to cry on and such, so my lack of presence probably isn’t felt. And she did say the wrong things back in April. Sent me over the edge. To his credit, though, her husband did try and contact me to find out what happened. He has genuine concern, just is a wanna-be Buddhist and only uses the teachings when it suits him. Like 90% of Christians, Jews, and Muslims do respectively, so he isn’t alone. And he can’t provide for his family, and hasn’t for years. *LOSER* He sickens me.

I am probably going to idle the Blogspot blog. Blogspot sucks. No traffic, crappy tools, little control over the layout, and a hard to use interface (I don’t write blogs via the onsite software, and cut-n-paste completely strips all formatting). Blogspot is free and loose, but you get what you pay for.

Well, that’s enough whining for today. Be kewl ya’ll.

L8rs-